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Satora: Here is the one thing I can ask from you...patience. I know, I am not the most physical person you know, nor am I more inclined to say words like "I love you" as often as I'd like or all the times you ought to hear...but I am trying. Understand...my past, my relationships with others, they have never been tender or kind, growing up with an ice cold heart to live for others without caring for myself. Being open and opening my heart...this still new to me, it is still scary! Any new relationship take time I think...the memory of the pain from exposing your heart and soul to another person when they took it for granted and leave you shivering, feeling scarred and alone as you collect the scattered pieces is very alive, it makes it hard to trust someone else that much again. When I am ready, when I feel safe to let you see my vulnerable self and trust you won't abuse it, I will let you know. But it will take some time! All my years of closing myself away will not be quickly undone...just as any relationship worth having is not completely fulfilled in a day. But know that I am trying; because of you, for you, but also for myself. Be patient with me, it is all I ask. Because I believe you are worth the time it will take me to open to you completely, just as I believe that you are a person I want to be this new me with. Now, the next day, and all the ones that come after.</span>

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Very pretty I like her stockings